Minu süda ja teised mustad augud

Minu s da ja teised mustad augud ks v ike s de v ib muuta k ike Ma t usen ha k rgemale ning tunnen kuidas kiik hakkab nagisema Ole ettevaatlik tleb ta Miks Ma ei m tle ettevaatlikkusele Ma m tlen viimasele t ukele lahtilaskmisele

  • Title: Minu süda ja teised mustad augud
  • Author: Jasmine Warga Evelin Schapel
  • ISBN: 9789949983186
  • Page: 316
  • Format: Paperback
  • ks v ike s de v ib muuta k ike Ma t usen ha k rgemale ning tunnen, kuidas kiik hakkab nagisema Ole ettevaatlik tleb ta Miks Ma ei m tle ettevaatlikkusele Ma m tlen viimasele t ukele, lahtilaskmisele, lendamisele ja kukkumisele Sul ei ole lubatud surra ilma minuta, sosistab ta.F sikanohik Aysel ning populaarne ja n gus poiss Roman on teineteisele v rad, kuni n ks v ike s de v ib muuta k ike Ma t usen ha k rgemale ning tunnen, kuidas kiik hakkab nagisema Ole ettevaatlik tleb ta Miks Ma ei m tle ettevaatlikkusele Ma m tlen viimasele t ukele, lahtilaskmisele, lendamisele ja kukkumisele Sul ei ole lubatud surra ilma minuta, sosistab ta.F sikanohik Aysel ning populaarne ja n gus poiss Roman on teineteisele v rad, kuni nad satuvad kokku t iesti m eldamatul kombel Kuu aja p rast kavatsevad nad sooritada enesetapu koos.T htaja l henedes hakkab nende vahele midagi siginema tunne, mida Aysel ei oleks eales osanud oodata Paistab, et k igest hoolimata v ib leiduda siiski midagi, mille nimel edasi elada kuid kas Aysel on vajunud juba nii s gavale, et tagasiteed enam ei ole

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    About Author

    1. I am only on when one of my publishers sets up a QA for me, so the best way to contact me is through my website jasminewarga or on twitter jasminewarga Thanks so much Hi I m Jasmine My first novel, My Heart and Other Black Holes, will be published in 2015 by Balzer Bray HarperCollins I m currently writing my second book which is tentatively scheduled to be published in 2016.I like emotive music, animals of all sorts, lemonade, and Swedish Fish And books.

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    1. trigger warning for suicide with this book Where do I even begin This story was at times hard to read, not because it was bad it was AMAZING , but because it was so dark I wanted to dive into this book and lead the characters in a different direction I m struggling finding words to express my feelings for this book I ll just simply say, I loved it.


    2. Does a dead body still have potential energy or does it get transferred into something else Can potential energy just evaporate into nothingness That s the question I don t know the answer to That s the question that haunts me.3 1 2 stars This book was pretty much perfect until the big thing that made it not so perfect any However, I still think it s a clever, addicting, sensitive, honest and insightful story about depression, especially in the beginning It follows the pattern of other popular b [...]


    3. I came really close to DNFing this book at 96% on principle alone because I was fed one thing in the beginning of the novel, only to be force fed something entirely different by the end My Heart and Other Black Holes had so much potential a lot of novel accurately described what it feels like to be depressed So I was expecting a novel about discovering yourself, overcoming depression and finding something to live for I was excited for it because it s a topic that needs awareness and understandi [...]


    4. You can find the full review and about this book on my blog ____________________________________________ You re like a grey sky You re beautiful, even though you don t want to be ____________________________________________First of all let s appreciate the cover.And not only this one,but every cover that this book has.They are all so beautifully done,so great job on that.My Heart and Other Black Holes is a contemporary novel,about Aysel and Roman who are different by personality but have the sa [...]


    5. I really enjoyed this The whole idea of suicide partners provided a very different look at mental illness I loved the striking honesty and the hope woven throughout the story Really a great read.


    6. I don t even know where to begin This is such a special, weird, complicated, beautiful book I m a clinical psychologist who spent several years doing therapy almost exclusively with kids and teenagers This is the book I wish my clients could have read Aysel s voice is vivid and sad and quietly snarky she s just so messy and real She flips the switch from heartbreaking to hilarious in the span of a paragraph She s sullen and brilliant and frustrating and gorgeously imperfect Warga nailed her port [...]


    7. Review and playlist posted at Young Adult Hollywood.Disclaimer I spent 90% of my time gross sobbing to the point I had to dry my tears, because I couldn t read what I was supposed to be reading I bet if you cut open my stomach, the black slug of depression would slide out Guidance counselors always love to say, Just think positively, but that s impossible when you have this thing inside of you, strangling every ounce of happiness you can muster My body is an efficient happy thought killing machi [...]


    8. 4 stars Sometimes I wonder if my heart is like a black hole it s so dense that there s no room for light, but that doesn t mean it can t still suck me in My Heart and Other Black Holes was a unique and at times painful YA read about dealing with depression and guilt I felt that this story very accurately displayed what it s like to feel that kind of depression and the desperation that comes along with it It s about Asyel and Roman and the battle they re both facing Asyel and Roman don t have muc [...]


    9. I read this book in one sitting, overnight, and I m sure many others will find themselves sharing in this experience MY HEART AND OTHER BLACK HOLES is a panoramic novel about existence, and Aysel and Roman s relationship suicide partners is an impressive combination of tragic and life affirming There s so much I want to say, but I should STFU now until there are at least ARCs out in the world.


    10. Roman s turn for 2015 favorite re read P Be careful, he says Why I m not thinking about being careful I m thinking about one last push, of letting go, of flying, and of falling You aren t allowed to die without me, he whispers Indiscernible noise Did you hear that What s that, you ask That noise.what is that noise Let me tell you what that noise is That s the sound of my heart beating, my soul soaring, my spirits shining blindingly bright, my fangirl screeching.That, my lovely Goodread friends, [...]


    11. 3.5 stars rounded up because it s my last book review for 2016 It is my steadfast personal principle that my life is never mine to take and it s why I try to avoid books on suicide as much as possible but I ve heard a lot of good things about My Heart and Other Black Holes and I got really intrigued with the idea on suicide partners so I took the plunge and I could now say that it was totally worth the risk The two characters in the story make me empathize with their causes because they believe [...]


    12. 4 stars Maybe we all have darkness inside of us and some of us are better at dealing with it than others Sixteen year old Aysel is ready to die Thrown in the aftermath of her father s actions, she has been shunned and pulled away from everyone close in her life An outcast at school and in her own home, Aysel has been spending her time browsing suicide websites where she meets Roman They make a pact to kill themselves on a specific day, and in order to keep up pretenses for their families, they b [...]


    13. You know, Zellie, there are enough broken things in the world You shouldn t go around breaking things just for the fun of it 2 StarsThe fact that I don t remember even reading this book after finishing it just 4 months ago says everything.This was not necessarily a bad book Maybe I ve already read too many similar books, but this felt like a beginner s guide to depression A very important and very popular topic at the moment, but for me many of the lines in this novel felt staged Predictability [...]


    14. The beginning of this book was really difficult for me to read, but I m really glad I stuck with it because I ended up really loving this story.


    15. 3.5 Stars If you didn t know depression is a common mental disorder, characterized by sadness, loss of interest or pleasure, feelings of guilt or low self worth, disturbed sleep or appetite, feelings of tiredness, and poor concentration It affects than 121 million people worldwide It is not uncommon for depressed individuals to have thoughts about suicide whether or not they really intend to act on these thoughts My Heart and Other Black Holes is a book about depression, overcoming it, discover [...]


    16. My Heart and Other Black Holes delves into the lives of two suicidal teens who make a pact to be each other s suicide partner Yes, this novel is messed up and sad and shocking at times to think that someone would want a sort of motivational coach to make sure they achieve death, but suicide pacts do happen, especially with teens, so no matter how effed up this is, it is real and all too heartbreaking Still, this book is supposed to be an emotional mess, and it really should be considering the su [...]


    17. Before reading MY HEART AND OTHER BLACK HOLES, I never expected that a book about a teen suicide pact could be so full of hope And yet, that s exactly what I felt while reading it Of course, it was the heartbreaking sort of hope, the kind where I grew to love Aysel and Roman, two characters who have so much passion and potential, yet direct that energy toward their mutual goal helping each other die Watching Aysel and Roman get to know each other was such a good reminder that the way we see ours [...]


    18. Depression is like a heaviness that you can t ever escape It crushes down on you, making even the smallest things like tying your shoes or chewing on toast seem like a twenty mile hike uphill Depression is a part of you it s in your bones and your blood __________________________________This book will get under your skin and live inside you It is tragic, empowering it has a few hopeful moments , and beautiful I can not get enough of this book It s truly incredible.1 The PlotSixteen year old Ayse [...]


    19. Maybe we all have darkness inside of us and some of us are better at dealing with it than others Oh where to beginI loved how simple it was, how real it was, and how I was able to connect with it The amount of times I had to take breaks from reading this book was ridiculous I found with each page I was captivated by the story Jasmine Warga handled the topics of depression and suicide perfectly by expressing the rawness of both situations I know I will be rereading this book so many times and I [...]


    20. Wow, was not expecting for this book to have hit me as hard as it did First of all, trigger warnings for suicide MINOR SPOILERS AHEADSecondly, this is a tragic, heavy, but beautiful story about Aysel and Roman who have been affected by a loss of a loved one For Aysel, it was her father who was imprisoned due to killing someone Roman lost his younger sister due to a tragic accident that he blames himself for Strangely, they both blame themselves for those incidents Subsequently, they meet on a we [...]


    21. I wonder if that s how darkness wins, by convincing us to trap it inside ourselves, instead of emptying it out.Wow What a powerful and painful and beautiful book, though not at all in the way I was expecting This book pretty much snuck up on me It s normally not a me book anyway depressing subject matter Danielle runs for the hills , and halfway through I wasn t sure where it was going It s actually quite funny thanks to a snarky narrator, but it seemed almost aimless Somewhere along the way, th [...]


    22. 8 10 Three things that made me want to pick this book from the three score books I had managed to adorn my library with, in the recent major bookhaul This must be a sign from the universe if the only time you get lucky is when you re planning your suicide, it s definitely time to go PHYSICS Notice that it is underlined and italicised and emboldened There is a good deal of Physics stuff in the story and I was surprised to find how easy Einstein s Relativity theories were to get by, while I had be [...]


    23. Music, especially classical music, has kinetic energy once the notes are in the air, they collide against one another They spark They burst I spend a lot of time wondering what dying feels like What dying sounds like If I ll burst like those notes, let out my last cries of pain, and then go silent forever Or maybe I ll turn into a shadowy static that s barely there, if you just listen hard enough You know when a woman says that she or something is fine then it really means trouble Yeah Well this [...]


    24. Depression is a part of you it s in your bones and your blood If there s anything I know about it, this is what I know it s impossible to escape This story is so important to me, in so many ways I ve read it once before, and I m sure I ll read it again Aysel has been depressed for years, and has no hope for a better future after her father is sent to prison, leaving her to live with a mother who wants nothing to do with her, two half siblings, and her stepfather She decides to kill herself, and [...]


    25. My teacher, Mrs Marks, makes this big production out of trying to decode what the poets were saying.From my perspective, it s pretty clear I m depressed and I want to die It s painful to watch all my classmates tear apart each line, looking for the significance There s no significance.Anyone who has actually been that sad can tell you that there s nothing beautiful or literary or mysterious about depression Very unique and interesting book with great and relatable characters.This is a very chara [...]


    26. A heartfelt look at depression and loneliness, My Heart and Other Black Holes is surprisingly brilliant, and not at all as preachy as other mental illness fiction can get.


    27. I will be stronger than my sadness If not for that particular scene, I d given this book a 3 stars or maybe even a 2 because I felt neutral reading the book, in the first place and I thought that I m just reading a typical suicide book And I don t appreciate the characters that much But that particular scene triggered my thoughts and I realized what this book is all about What message this book wants to impart.And I m thankful I did understand better Aysel and her situation She had a hard life S [...]


    28. I really liked Aysel as a narrator but ultimately I had issues with this book I keep changing this review because the I think about this book, the I don t like it I ll list them below in a spoiler section view spoiler I m not an expert on depression, but I felt like the ending was a bit happy go lucky for what the tone had been earlier in the book I thought the resolution was very sudden and every problem in the book seemed to right itself magically It was a solid book for me up until the last [...]


    29. 4.5 starsBefore I begin reading this book, I didn t knew that the story line is quite similar with All the Bright Places I repeat, I didn t knew All I knew was that is another book about depression that discusses mental health and suicidal thoughts Yup, pretty much about it.So I blindly went reading the first few chapters in the book, and I enjoyed it The story is about Aysel, who is a lonely teenager who was living in her father s shadow Kids avoid her after the ugly past, and she herself avoid [...]


    30. This book was incredible I d been meaning to read it for quite some time and picked it up on a whim last night Once I started reading it, I couldn t stop It was quirky, and addictive, and so very real I loved the characters so much and ached for them the entire way through I remember that this book came out around the same time as All the Bright Places by Jennifer Niven, and I often compared the two in my mind I loved ATBP so much, but I did have a few problems with it MHAOBH is the answer to th [...]


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